i noe that when he is with us, he is just trying to be normal, and joke with us,
but deep down, i noe that he is not feeling very well.
all the laughter is just to conceal his unhapiness.
in the middle of the nite, he will stil feel lonely,
i just feel so sad for him..
hearing the things he told me about his wife makes me want to cry..
he asked why him? why her?
and if he was the one to go, how will she deal with it?
he even wants to leave this place..
i dont know how long will it take before he gets better,
perhaps a very long time.
they are a perfect couple. i wished they could have lasted forever.
i miss you,
i really do,
this is not a joke...
i wish u are mine..
