once i start, i can't stop.
this always happens to me.
i cannot control myself and i hate myself for that.
this is driving me crazy.
and why is this so?
time like this i feel so.. emo..
but who can i blame?
no one.
oh yes, someone, and that is me.
cause i couldnt control myself.
so blame me.
this is so shiet.
this should NEVER happen again
