I'll be home alone as from now till sun..
i love it and i hate it.
i love the feeling of being alone spending time with myself, but at the same time i also hate being alone at home.
the house just feel so empty.
usually i will spend my saturdays with my family where my siblings will bring their kid over.
but today will just be me alone.
im just praying hard that i wont forget my keys if im gg out.. else i wont have a place to stay for the nite..
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all assignments are finally done.
i have given myself an unofficial break fer the past few days.
i'll need to stay home for the next one month and start mugging as of coming monday.
another thing on my mind is about my job.
where and how am i gg to find a job that i like?
i have asked a few co, but they currently have no vacancies..
oh man~ =_=
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i simply hate ppl who judge and assume based on wat they see and hear.
worse still, gossip behind my back.
it really makes them look stupid.
长舌妇／夫
just bcoz i stay out late, doesnt mean im a wild gurl or im bad.
just bcoz i hang out with diff guys doesnt mean i have many diff bfs..
just bcoz diff guys send me home doesnt mean i flirt around with all of them.
just bcoz i go out in the middle of the nite doesnt mean im engaging myself in some immoral activities. (might as well say im prostituting myself)
arghs..
gossipers.. really..
stop judging, stop assuming.
instead of spending time gossiping about me,
why not spend some time reflecting on urself.
read some self-improvement books.
it MIGHT help.
i've been nice and tolerating all these nonsense and i've been keeping a smiley face.
but that doesnt mean im to be pushed around.
try me, and see how high my tolerance level can go.
but once i snap, its not gonna be a pleasant experience.
:)
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happiness was stolen,
just like the sparks, it will only last for that split second.
now that the sparks has stopped,
its time to wake up.
time to come back to reality.
stop being foolish.
