Wednesday, May 07, 2008

遇到

i used to think i will die if u were to leave me.
yes. u r that impt in my life. its very funny how fate brought us together and seperated us.
i struggled to write this post. coz i tot i had totally got over. even when frenz qn, i would be very cool abt it. but at times like this, when im awake in the middle of the nite, i dunno y i will think.. though i hate the lies n empty promises, i only have myself to blame coz " never hold on to a promise too much, cuz most of the time it wont happen. and never give promises,
cuz most of the time it can't be delivered. "
i was just plain stupid to fall into the trap of "love"
and work my ass of holding to the promise of "love"
which never came.
my frenz always say im negative about rs.
but wake up. its the fact.
why listen to fairytales??
they don even exist.. hello..
who in this world will live happily ever after??
instead of living in a fariytale and end up getting hurt,
why not in the first place be a bit smarter and face up to the fact.
at the very least, u wont end up so badly hurt that u feel like dying rite??
damn, i cant be more negative.
but its the fact of life.
why bother being the good gal, when in the end u only end up looking foolish
thats it man. m gonna be smarter from today onwards.
aint gonna believe those lovey dovey shit.
"this world will be more peaceful without the existence of men"